the new year wish

Its funny how people think that they can just send a one liner and be happy that they have done their job...yeah i open my mail n find dozens of these mails....well i must accept that i end up doing that sometimes.....the point is.....why do u have to pretend to do something and be half hearted about it when u might as well stay away from such a thing......then again, one would argue saying that there are somethings that have to be done even against your wishes....yeah probably...otherwise would i even dream that i would watch the cartoon beauty and the beast?ha.....but also, isnt it a well known fact that if there is no pain there is no gain...so i guess, to actually do something that u love...u end up doing something that u would prefer keeping away from urself.....there is no fun or no appreciation for the value if u succeed in achieving what u want to, without much ado....probably i must say that its the exhaustion that gives me the "high"...so mebbe its better to get disillusioned a dozen times and settle for a dozen missed calls before u actually listen to someone speak.....and it is but human tendency to take for granted the good times and amplify those which are not so.... its a bit scary that a seemingly harmless new year wish can trigger such a random train of thought.....